Posted by: Charity Scott on: June 15, 2009

My heart aches
My mind seems blank
Tears are trapped behind the eyes
My soul bleeds
And everything I see reminds me
Why is life so complicated?
I’m so lost right now I can’t even find words to express my emotions.
It’s there I feel it, I know its pushing to get out of me.
I see you reaching out to me now but why,
Why, after so long. I once was yours and only yours, but you wanted another.
Crushed and broken yet I still stayed true to you and what was ours. Time passes
on as life begins to make sense. Often do I wonder why things are the way they
are and I openly dreamed of a life with you. It’s all changed now but My love for
you is the same. My heart is filled with love for you, and my mind is filled with
warm and happy memories that will never fade away, but there is a time in every
one’s life that there must be change, and our relationship has changed. Though
you may hate me, my love for you will stay the same.
June 16, 2009 at 3:06 pm
I try real hard to know myself
And always hurted someone else
But I learn through life that things take time
and that when I dont look, I find
I thought for a while that I knew myself
That I knew what I wanted
and that was something else
But sad to say, when I realize
what I want, then your love dies
wish I could create a new feeling
cause knowing us apart is killing
everything, everything
you are my everything
now i have nightmares when you are in every dream
please tell me thats theres something i can do
cause i will do anything to prove i grown in love with YOU!